While all the experts are getting compensation

            to research and fact find about 'what is best for you,

                     What is truly best for you?

                Exercise, nutrition, herbs and vitamins, peace of mind, 

                      release of stress, etc.

              

 Personal point

I can show sentiment without

impairment of my judgement.

I'm not trying 

to tell you right or wrong

agree disagree

I am trying to present 

something to knowledge. 

                             What keeps us from actualizing our potential? 

                                                Lots of Things...

                               Can we learn to use the natural gifts 

                                    that are granted to each of us 

                                 by the mere fact of our existence?

                The way you perceive things, events, factors, has to be based upon a personal structure of events: or one must have transcended, at least Spiritually, the environment. In which case there has to be a perceptual knowledge of the environment in which the Spirit finds "itself ." 

            Education of Being is when a person knows this transcendence. Spiritual Beingness must transcend and give back. The Priesthood is the Beingness giving back and Being-in-the-World as an existential factor.

                                                        Clearing Yourself

                                  When someone is not content in the 'Environment'

                                               Then one should change it.

                        Either by doing their share or by excusing themselves from the situation.

                                   Remember Environment takes into consideration 

                                                      EVERY factor.

                                          Then is every factor contributing

                                                  or, what is their input?

                                    Do a list of good or not for each person,

                                                   for each factor;

                                                    1 - 100 - 1000 ?

                                    Then do a list of your"Self," realistically.

                                                            - - -

                                   Enviornments are a blend of many factors

                                          Economic - Social - Cultural 

                                Every Enviornment has factors and you are 

                                        one factor in everything you see,

                                  You thought that it was only your world?

  

     We are able to express our understandings in a language (words) which does not contain many Being-in-the-world terms except by hyphenating them to imply a state of existence within yet beyond the constructs of everyday language. Other groups, languages do have these distinctions. We are able to do this because one's internal comprehension isn't only tied to conceptual structures of existence but to the perceptual as well.

     Perceptual awareness is the first thing all of us enter into. Watch babies as they grow. Words have been looked upon as the development of a higher state of the growth process. "Baby said a word!" Everybody feels good about this. But the spirit is beginning to express itself to others who are perceived in the immediate environment. It is an expression of the comprehension of a multifaceted input perceived by its Beingness. 

    Beyond and before words, Spirit existed and began it's voyage through time and Space.

   What will I leave behind?

      Nothing, because the concept 

                of "behind"

         could be a false consideration

    Since everything that was and 

        still is in some form 

         has at its constant a

           sense of now-ness,

             both then and now,

    So how can I say

     What I've left behind 

       because seen or not seen,

        all things in existence

          are

           Somewhere, someplace,

             Here

               Now

But I think we share something, a sense of Being

              "This may truly be the beginning of the end" I thought.

               Robert sat there, dejected and resolute. Lost in time, out of space. "That's why I came here. Now I realize the fruitlessness of the whole thing....for a time here, I thought I was safe. and things looked different." Robert looked at me,  the energy gone into dullness

               I sat back. I've got to admit that I felt like the fly swatter had hit us...splattered in all directions. I felt the anguish and the existential void.

             I had to fight hard here and remember the moments gone by, especially the touching of that sacred energy. My personal energy was coming back. I had to remember that I was just passing through and I too was only here by the Creator's gift of life. All this stuff Robert had told me still had a hold on me, for my imagery of the situation had been inductive. Now I had regained my composure but I knew that Robert had spoken the 'truth'. Now I had to let 'the Elder' answer this. 'The Elder'...I felt my strength come back.. Robert was still sitting there, scanning his systems for a glimmer of hope.

        "Robert," I said. He looked up, energy gone. "You know the truth of events up till now which I didn't know but somehow, I'm not surprised. I must tell you that whatever 'the Elder' says I'm bound by...but I will tell you this, that when people come to me about external realizations and they hope to get even or make changes with and to the external world, all I can tell them is ya'll see the truth, why do you continue to bitch about the way things are. The 'What-is" of a situation opens doors to clarity. The bitching or complaining continually to others breeds no solutions. So, let's see what 'the Elder' says. Thank you for dealing the truth to me. As a race of people, we've been there before. 'The Elder' will have access to these understandings. I certainly appreciate it. Why don't we enjoy the pipe and sleep on it? I know you're tired and 'the Elder' will send for us...if he don't just show up."

     To my surprise, Robert laid back and pulled the blanket over himself. "I think I will rest a bit."he said.

      I got up and punched around in the fire and sat on the warm hearth."She olie!" I thought

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night"        

We all have so much in common

Except the ability to see

That life is meant for all of us

So there will be an Earth 

for future I's and me's  

                                                    So as the time grows long and late

                                                   The Creator knew 

                                                        that the words couldn't wait  

                                                    So here it is

                                                          as it was told to me

                                                    The Creators words 

                                                          to know 

                                                             or to disbelieve 

                                                     The choice is yours

                                                          and it is plain to see

                                                     That the words 

                                                           are for us all

                                                      But perhaps just you and me 

                                                              are all that's left 

                                                                  to be free.

 

        Without a wobble I continued, We have tales of genetic manipulation which was done on Earth sometime ago. We also have stories of transplanting and movement between space and Earth. In fact, genetic engineering is really not uniquely ours. That’s why I asked to see if there were similarities between different systems.”

       He relaxed a bit which seemed to calm the waters. “There was a great deal about genetic reformulation and cloning. Even genetic reorganization. What all this was, we were not able to comprehend because more in-depth reassurances would have required more time. And as you know, we ran out of accessibility

         I didn’t pretend to understand all of this, but I was sure I could grasp the concepts. I didn’t want to digress from the dialog. 

     “What about propulsion systems and the use of electromagnetics?” I asked.

     “Try bioelectromagnetics, and polar reversals using this system. Sort of a reversal of polarity in a covering which reacts like cells. Sensing and renewing. I can’t really explain it but John and the physicist went ballistic. This discovered information was the subject of hours of theorizing to which I listened.” Robert excitedly said. “Some of those days before the tell-it stage were wild with discoveries. Lord, we were flying high and really, explorers of the cyber kind. Yet, we should have known that there maybe a sinister side.”

    

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

    “I’m  having a tremendous sense of security,” Robert blurted out. All of that clandestine shit seems to be distant from me now, sort of trivial.” Here he paused…”but I know it’s not...it seems that I can’t accept it all…even though I can see the whole process…it seems so far fetched.” Robert looked at ‘The Elder’ with a look of perseveration, as if everything just didn’t make sense.

       Alvaro punched me and whispered, “he can’t psychically see closure or conclusions because he has not given complete credibility to what he came to tell us.”

      

       Robert ate another biscuit. So I hesitated for a moment, reaching for a correct way to say what I was perceiving.

     

     “Let me ask you this. Did the schematics tell of building anything other than the computer?” I queried.

      

     “Yes” came the remark, quick, no hesitating. “There were schematics dealing with modifications in aerospace technology, interface equipment to the computer, cryogenic suspension systems, assimilation of materials which we can’t mix, and the list goes on.”

        

    “Anything dealing with genetic codes?” I asked before I realized it.

         

     Robert had the funny look again. “What would make you ask a question like that?” Robert shot back. His eyes were sort of ‘wild’ looking. Is he scared I wondered?

         

     He looked at me to see if I had noticed the awkward moment. I just looked beyond him. There was no ripple inside my beingness. I had seen what I needed to ’see’. I didn’t exactly know where I was headed, but I knew he had not spoken all he could. What it was I did not know, but I also didn’t know the ‘intent’ behind the withholding. It was enough for him to be knocked off his ‘imagery’ of how good he had cloaked the whole truth of his story. Maybe I could use this window of opportunity effectively.

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

        

 Then there is the birthing stage of BEING. When you 'feel' connected to you, peacefully; peaceful in feeling-peaceful in emotion-peaceful mentally, no self-perpetuating system is active; then the innocence of childhood perception comes to fore and you can choose whether to be direct. or subtle in your perception. The golden rule is: the more 'you' are 'Being' your 'Being,' the more impeccably you become to your 'Beingness.' Then you can 'listen' and 'act' with the will of Grandfather and with all of your 'immortal spirit.'

 To see the universe in all its wonders,

To see man and all his blunders

All in all its one in the same

Although hard to see at times which comes first?

The wonders or the blunders 

 More from “Into the Night”

 

The next thing I know, I was awakened by a gentle shake. I opened my eyes to see the Elder bent over me.

"Come along in a bit," he said.

I got up and doused my face with water, brushed my teeth and went to the kitchen. The Elder was in there with breakfast. He motioned me in and told the lady to bring me some coffee. Everything looked different and smelled wonderful.  The coffee was really bursting with flavor. It was good to be alive!

"You know," the Elder said, "Alvaro told me some good things about you. Even Tomas gives you respect." The Elder looked at me and continued, "have you had a chance to speak with Robert?"

I realized that the request had been sort of a priority. I told the Elder that I hadn't had the opportunity. I told him what had transpired last night. I told him that I had turned in early and the reason I did so. For a bit we both sat there as he appeared to be soaking in what I had said to him.

"Did you learn more while walking in this 'space?'

I told him I had. That some questions in me were looked at but, I didn't remember formulating them. In the 'looking at the wholeness of many things, there were aspects which tended to make more full the partial understandings I personally had schematized.

"For example," he said.

"Well, right after I understood that man's law governed the world right now and that Spiritual Laws govern our existence, I had another encounter. The interface of my knowledge and systemic knowledge allowed a sort of synthesis to occur."

"Can you put this into words?" the Elder asked.

I looked at him and I let that magnificent imagery tell the essence.

"Feelings and emotions often drain the energy field and introvert our personal Spirit. For example: aloneness isn't the same thing as being lonely. But the emotion of loneliness coupled with the feeling of aloneness, produce a major affect on all systems. So does anger, fear, jealousy, etc...Other feelings can trigger confidence, increase energy, have emotional fulfillment. If the binary effect of feelings and emotions can be transcended, then there is existential feelings and impingement upon the emotions which tell our personal Spirit the 'what-is' of the existential encounter. Here I had a reminder that our existential perception is either direct information or the existential perception is a filter.

When you search and go to an area you’ve never been in before

And you realize that all you have to comprehend/view this with (is how you perceived your path)

There’s some timage where the joy of being fades into 

“Unknowing guess”

Let me tell you that you got more going 

Then just your “knowledge”

You got the gift- from- grandfather;

The prime directive to help ‘you’ where you’re at. 

 Warm fires and cozy spaces

Waiting just inside the door.

Moving, passing through

Yet a place to rest.

Always centered

       So many emotions 

            feelings 

       Hidden inside

            part of the past left there

       Occasionally something stirs the past 

          and things get tangled together

            rolling, enmeshed, combining,

       Joining in reflections,

           refractions

             becoming twisted

              as if all of it made sense.

       Taking control-becoming the most important thing

            making everything else small in comparison

               going nowhere-leading nowhere.

        Don't stay there

             return to the present!

        The most important things are yet to be.

          You'll hear a lot about 'self-realization,' and I am for this. In our world, we would first ascertain whether the 'self' doing the 'realization' has an adequate framework of self-knowledge. Knowledge not just based on an image of 'self' but one founded upon being a participant in your personal life, everyday, both physically as well as phenomenologically, internally as well as externally; with the integration ability of a Dweller-on-earth, to manifest Here; in the Here and Now.

           Self-realization should lead to Harmonic convergence. There is a questing - and - questioning - truly searching. Many Beings give up and learn to live within parameters. Unfortunately the 'parameters' are conditioned reality. Conditioned by fragmented feelings and emotions, and by attempts to get over fragmentation on the psychic level. By this I mean removal of blockages to their energy because of trauma. Removal allows energy to be freed to lots more-personal energy. 

        Hopefully this 'fragmentation' I experience frees me when I understand the process. All the knowleddge in the world cannot combat the unhappy Spirit. And for many, this can not be avoided for in many, many instances living their personal life is Spiritually miserable. Here the effort of a few individuals becomes fulfilled by seeing life grow in Relative Space with the acknowledgement of a Creation process of which you and I are the beneficiaries. 

  

Learning the sameness 

of everyday living, 

working out the Life processes as

They go on - each and everyday 

Slowly healing the warring emotions and feelings  

of centuries of wandering -  lost and fragmented.

There is a difference between 

Spiritual insight and that which is

born out of the necessity of the situation.

There is a difference here.

This is not to negate the greatness of the moment

nor the grandeur of the process of enlightenment.

Donn't wait until 

you're broken and bent

to enjoy the world.

Enjoy it while you're strong - vibrant

and can ride

 the current of creation.  

 If I awaken

to find this all to be a dream 

Then, while there is still time, 

Let me dream you well