there are many lessons,

external - internal.

regardless of circumstances,

the last lesson

is being your Spirit.

Here to  see the Earth,

Lessons learned

Spirit earned.

Renewing begins

always into the next moment:

Enjoy the Gifts

Somewhere, is the perception,

contained in us,

of the future birth of all that

has yet to blossom and fulfill

Yet through continual judgement

and damnation of our acts

the possibility of yet unlived seasons

     dehydrate and chrysalise         

 Be ware, Be-aware

often a Being

confuses it's 'Self'

with it's surroundings

Moods are strange things,

Like objects barely seen on the horizon

of twilight, 

Shadows backlit by the setting sun,

letting me perceive only the absence of light.

Moods left unchallenged,

on the Horizon of consciousness, 

best viewed from afar

Once the Shadows assemble

in the Streams of present thought, 

the very Spirit, the very Soul

of oneself may become,

succumb to the bygone energy,

brought to Life again,

making the present become like the shadows,

and perhaps lost to sight, altogether.

                                                

                             I may have transformed 

                              or grown in Wisdom

                   through one simple acknowledgment 

                    

                          By the realization that I must

                stop the incessant internal mental program

                                     that kept

                

                         Finding blame and fault

                                   in all of Life

                              and Life situations

                Somewhere, gradually, there is the perception,

                                 that contained in us,

                           is the future birth of all that

                          has yet to blossom and fulfill. 

    

                      Yet through continual judgement

                         and damnation of our acts ,

                 the possibility of yet unlived seasons,

                         will dehydrate and crysalise.

                                                                      

                     If you move from assemblage to assemblage, looking externally for harmony,

                  your internal harmony can be greatly disrupted by your own counterproductive, 

             negative thoughts; thereby eliciting emotions and giving rise to Old feelings. The real

           disruption is to your 'Self' in the internal universe.  Certain events/stimuli are always 

                  going to evoke this assembledge as unification of Being shifts to the center. 

        Fugues, destructive reactions, are potentially harmful. This inner distortion has a way of 

                         amplifying and you become an external negative force to others

                                    Learn to appreciate your life and Gift of Birth

                   

                             

                 "Understanding is the essence obtained from information intentionally learned and      

                                   from all kinds of experiences personally experienced."

                                     G.I Gurdjieff - Meetings with Remarlable Men