"This may truly be the beginning of the end" I thought.

               Robert sat there, dejected and resolute. Lost in time, out of space. "That's why I came here. Now I realize the fruitlessness of the whole thing....for a time here, I thought I was safe. and things looked different." Robert looked at me,  the energy gone into dullness

               I sat back. I've got to admit that I felt like the fly swatter had hit us...splattered in all directions. I felt the anguish and the existential void.

             I had to fight hard here and remember the moments gone by, especially the touching of that sacred energy. My personal energy was coming back. I had to remember that I was just passing through and I too was only here by the Creator's gift of life. All this stuff Robert had told me still had a hold on me, for my imagery of the situation had been inductive. Now I had regained my composure but I knew that Robert had spoken the 'truth'. Now I had to let 'the Elder' answer this. 'The Elder'...I felt my strength come back.. Robert was still sitting there, scanning his systems for a glimmer of hope.

        "Robert," I said. He looked up, energy gone. "You know the truth of events up till now which I didn't know but somehow, I'm not surprised. I must tell you that whatever 'the Elder' says I'm bound by...but I will tell you this, that when people come to me about external realizations and they hope to get even or make changes with and to the external world, all I can tell them is ya'll see the truth, why do you continue to bitch about the way things are. The 'What-is" of a situation opens doors to clarity. The bitching or complaining continually to others breeds no solutions. So, let's see what 'the Elder' says. Thank you for dealing the truth to me. As a race of people, we've been there before. 'The Elder' will have access to these understandings. I certainly appreciate it. Why don't we enjoy the pipe and sleep on it? I know you're tired and 'the Elder' will send for us...if he don't just show up."

     To my surprise, Robert laid back and pulled the blanket over himself. "I think I will rest a bit."he said.

      I got up and punched around in the fire and sat on the warm hearth."She olie!" I thought

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night"        

We all have so much in common

Except the ability to see

That life is meant for all of us

So there will be an Earth 

for future I's and me's  

                                                    So as the time grows long and late

                                                   The Creator knew 

                                                        that the words couldn't wait  

                                                    So here it is

                                                          as it was told to me

                                                    The Creators words 

                                                          to know 

                                                             or to disbelieve 

                                                     The choice is yours

                                                          and it is plain to see

                                                     That the words 

                                                           are for us all

                                                      But perhaps just you and me 

                                                              are all that's left 

                                                                  to be free.

 

        Without a wobble I continued, We have tales of genetic manipulation which was done on Earth sometime ago. We also have stories of transplanting and movement between space and Earth. In fact, genetic engineering is really not uniquely ours. That’s why I asked to see if there were similarities between different systems.”

       He relaxed a bit which seemed to calm the waters. “There was a great deal about genetic reformulation and cloning. Even genetic reorganization. What all this was, we were not able to comprehend because more in-depth reassurances would have required more time. And as you know, we ran out of accessibility

         I didn’t pretend to understand all of this, but I was sure I could grasp the concepts. I didn’t want to digress from the dialog. 

     “What about propulsion systems and the use of electromagnetics?” I asked.

     “Try bioelectromagnetics, and polar reversals using this system. Sort of a reversal of polarity in a covering which reacts like cells. Sensing and renewing. I can’t really explain it but John and the physicist went ballistic. This discovered information was the subject of hours of theorizing to which I listened.” Robert excitedly said. “Some of those days before the tell-it stage were wild with discoveries. Lord, we were flying high and really, explorers of the cyber kind. Yet, we should have known that there maybe a sinister side.”

    

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

    “I’m  having a tremendous sense of security,” Robert blurted out. All of that clandestine shit seems to be distant from me now, sort of trivial.” Here he paused…”but I know it’s not...it seems that I can’t accept it all…even though I can see the whole process…it seems so far fetched.” Robert looked at ‘The Elder’ with a look of perseveration, as if everything just didn’t make sense.

       Alvaro punched me and whispered, “he can’t psychically see closure or conclusions because he has not given complete credibility to what he came to tell us.”

      

       Robert ate another biscuit. So I hesitated for a moment, reaching for a correct way to say what I was perceiving.

     

     “Let me ask you this. Did the schematics tell of building anything other than the computer?” I queried.

      

     “Yes” came the remark, quick, no hesitating. “There were schematics dealing with modifications in aerospace technology, interface equipment to the computer, cryogenic suspension systems, assimilation of materials which we can’t mix, and the list goes on.”

        

    “Anything dealing with genetic codes?” I asked before I realized it.

         

     Robert had the funny look again. “What would make you ask a question like that?” Robert shot back. His eyes were sort of ‘wild’ looking. Is he scared I wondered?

         

     He looked at me to see if I had noticed the awkward moment. I just looked beyond him. There was no ripple inside my beingness. I had seen what I needed to ’see’. I didn’t exactly know where I was headed, but I knew he had not spoken all he could. What it was I did not know, but I also didn’t know the ‘intent’ behind the withholding. It was enough for him to be knocked off his ‘imagery’ of how good he had cloaked the whole truth of his story. Maybe I could use this window of opportunity effectively.

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

        

 Then there is the birthing stage of BEING. When you 'feel' connected to you, peacefully; peaceful in feeling-peaceful in emotion-peaceful mentally, no self-perpetuating system is active; then the innocence of childhood perception comes to fore and you can choose whether to be direct. or subtle in your perception. The golden rule is: the more 'you' are 'Being' your 'Being,' the more impeccably you become to your 'Beingness.' Then you can 'listen' and 'act' with the will of Grandfather and with all of your 'immortal spirit.'

 To see the universe in all its wonders,

To see man and all his blunders

All in all its one in the same

Although hard to see at times which comes first?

The wonders or the blunders