So many emotions 

            feelings 

       Hidden inside

            part of the past left there

       Occasionally something stirs the past 

          and things get tangled together

            rolling, enmeshed, combining,

       Joining in reflections,

           refractions

             becoming twisted

              as if all of it made sense.

       Taking control-becoming the most important thing

            making everything else small in comparison

               going nowhere-leading nowhere.

        Don't stay there

             return to the present!

        The most important things are yet to be.

          You'll hear a lot about 'self-realization,' and I am for this. In our world, we would first ascertain whether the 'self' doing the 'realization' has an adequate framework of self-knowledge. Knowledge not just based on an image of 'self' but one founded upon being a participant in your personal life, everyday, both physically as well as phenomenologically, internally as well as externally; with the integration ability of a Dweller-on-earth, to manifest Here; in the Here and Now.

           Self-realization should lead to Harmonic convergence. There is a questing - and - questioning - truly searching. Many Beings give up and learn to live within parameters. Unfortunately the 'parameters' are conditioned reality. Conditioned by fragmented feelings and emotions, and by attempts to get over fragmentation on the psychic level. By this I mean removal of blockages to their energy because of trauma. Removal allows energy to be freed to lots more-personal energy. 

        Hopefully this 'fragmentation' I experience frees me when I understand the process. All the knowleddge in the world cannot combat the unhappy Spirit. And for many, this can not be avoided for in many, many instances living their personal life is Spiritually miserable. Here the effort of a few individuals becomes fulfilled by seeing life grow in Relative Space with the acknowledgement of a Creation process of which you and I are the beneficiaries. 

  

Learning the sameness 

of everyday living, 

working out the Life processes as

They go on - each and everyday 

Slowly healing the warring emotions and feelings  

of centuries of wandering -  lost and fragmented.

There is a difference between 

Spiritual insight and that which is

born out of the necessity of the situation.

There is a difference here.

This is not to negate the greatness of the moment

nor the grandeur of the process of enlightenment.

Donn't wait until 

you're broken and bent

to enjoy the world.

Enjoy it while you're strong - vibrant

and can ride

 the current of creation.  

 If I awaken

to find this all to be a dream 

Then, while there is still time, 

Let me dream you well

        If we see correctly then often influence can be left in a flux as whole yet partial at the same time. Be existentially aware of what you are thinking, especially drawing absolute conclusions. This forms a basis for metaprogramming by your Knowledge upon the Creators universe. 

        Look 360 degrees spherically. ie. in all directions and let the perusal be as centered as possible, try not to absolutely categorize your perceptions. but simply store them as they occur, in order that these matrices find their own categories.

Another Christmas past-

 For Yeats I have participated in this sacred spirit and these seasonal blessings, 

and so it is for those who went before me;

There has been the love and hope that went, 

and goes with the children, looking forward to this holiday.

Regardless of religious overtones,

on behalf of all us children-

For Real 

There must be a rekindling and a fulfilling

Of the creator in everyone.

 And, for those who can't do this, 

because of a personal system defect,

we should give our support.