Time is a gift

Don't waste it

As if you had forever

Don't be stupid

 

All the children in black portraying Doom,

prophesizing Gloom

Well you know we are in our Space

Going somewhere, some place

Don't appear to be in a Hurry to get there

What you see is fragmented people

doing fragmented things

May tell you that the world is insane 

Confused to the maximum

Don't let it tell you that

' that's all it is'

Cause we ain't liking that news

Stop yourself, don't be a fool

by patterning yourself after what men do

                  

 " Jesus Alvaro!" I said.

I knew he had been waiting for me.

"Did you have fun?" he joked.

"Whew, what can I tell you," I replied. "Thanks, Alvaro."

We walked in silence for a while, and then we turned and went back to the entrance.

"You have to come out periodically now," Alvaro said. "If you keep 'centered' there we're off on an adventure of a lifetime, believe me"

" I am on an adventure of a lifetime," I smiled."Right now!"

"Let's get Tomas" said Alvaro, "I'm hungry."

And so was I. Thank you Grandfather, Thank you Creator came from me,  and I went inside. 

From Neishtes journals. "Into the Night"

When I looked into the pouch the elder had given me, there were a bunch of dark berries inside.

"Know what those are?" the Elder asked me.

I allowed I didn't.

"If you hydrate those, the berry will turn red and it is... delicious. But it's not for you to overindulge in."

"These berries were in the biscuits you gave to me and Robert." I guessed. "What are they for?"

"They are from the 'truth' plant. When ingested properly, there is an attitudinal shift of awareness. If done properly, a person doesn't notice the gradual shift. If done in the wrong setting paranoia sets in and the person feels like everyone sees right through them. This can cause aberrant behavior and psychic claustrophobia. That's why you ate two and Robert only ate one and was left alone. That way we're pretty sure that he shot straight. At the end of his summation he becomes despondent. This is because he has seen the truth of his experiences and in his beingness, he can perceive the truth. He knows no way to remedy the situation for others or for himself. Remember, limited personal knowledge exposed to bare truth is often lacking. Here Spiritual intelligence is born."

-From Neishtes journals "Into the Night"

When you are grossly involved with
'feelings', 'traumas', and fantasies', you cannot
perceive (listen) to intuitions, or revelations,
because of the internal imagery and its
continual reaction to 'Fear'. Then you question everything - content with
nothing but 'opiates' which dull the senses.

Your mind as an organ was meant to
serve, to help, to repair, to keep 'Whole'.
Your Beingness finds itself in the land of
EARTH - FIRE - WATER - AIR - ETHER.
When the interpretation and recording 'area' serves you,
then you can begin to understand these elements 

in a completely different way.

 Everyday you increase and exercise your Being,

the easier it is to 'see' the 'animal' in people;

the easier it is to 'see' the Human and

the Human condition in people.

you will perceive clearly and succinctly 

because you do not have to falsify

your ability to perceive 'things' as they are.

This brings power of Life to your Spirit - to your soul.

You do not have to go around developing a false ego 

in order to defend your actions or your 'self'.

                                                                                 

You do not have to  falsify images in order to live an imaginary 'self'.

You are Human, and a Spirit in a heavenly environment. 

Through your 'Beingness' there is a unity; a oneness inside your 'self'.

There is no 'duality'. 

Your sensory system aligns and is untiringly Alert;

Intuition serves this 'existential awareness' 

as well as revelation.

You can perceive and know without questioning.

The golden rule is: the more you are 'Being' your  Being, 

the more impeccable you become to your Beingness. 

You can 'listen' and 'act' with the will of Grandfather, 

with all the 'reality' of your immortal Spirit.

In Christian terms, the more like an 'angel' you perceive 'yourself,

 the more you can listen and do the will Of God.

Your soul has been realized

 

 The Spirit is invisible 

but it can be felt 

and lived

When we rounded another curve in the side of the cave, we found six or seven back packs.

" Grab this one," Alvaro said. "If they go through it, they'll find used gear and food, dirty clothes and blankets. You tell them that you had walked the mountains photographing birds. There's a 35mm camera and pictures of different species of birds, taken in these mountains. This won't stall them forever. Look for a chance to shore up your story. Try to avoid confrontation. I don't think they're here, but always be prepared."

He paused as we got to the outside entrance, "Beyond here is the zoo. We are going to start walking and getting our strength to maximum. The Elder said for me to give you this."

Alvaro handed me a bag " Do you know what pemmican is?" I shook my head no. " The minute we encounter someone, put a pinch into your mouth but don't ingest it until we see if there is an imminent threat or danger."

 "What is it?" I asked.                                

 "Just do what I told you. I don't think we'll have trouble tonight. This is like a fire drill, got it?" Alvaro instructed. 

"Yeah," I said  "Let's do it!"

My energy was suspended and ready. We went through the doorway and pushed through the bushes hiding the entrance. Alvaro went first. The cold air brought my whole beingness into attention and awareness.

The night!

The night impacted upon me in a way I would have never expected. I was an alien to this planet. Beautiful beyond belief. After being deep within the mountain for so long, I really had been in sensory deprivation although I didn't mentally feel as if I was.

Alvaro said " Beyond belief isn't it."

"It sure is," sounding as if I was whispering. Let me just sit here awhile," I said to Alvaro. "No matter what happens, I want to always remember this night." 

-From Neishtes journals  "Into the Night" 

 In a universe of Light

When all turn away from Being, and seek things of pleasure,

 to drink the ambrosia of Forgetfulness

of what Life to them 

Truly has to 'be' drudgery.

Who still knows my Name?

a name that transcends Time;

yet is manifested within.

You, I, we, they, them, those;

All these are in this time/space,

   Truly sharing this Essence, 

 this  energy, 

  this Creation of Being!

                                                               

    The name is within us,

      freely given.

                                                                       

 Harmonize,

       know the Luminous Synergy!

Forbidden Feelings

The seeker has a problem

With finding the whole self

Much less transcending said image,

This often keeps the sacred

'self/being' from emerging 

and absorbing many wonderful 

and beautiful things.  

 Habits from the past keep you from taking part in the present,

hinder your "being" from the creator farther than you deserve.

Yoga and meditation help to bring you to the awareness of

 being-in-the-world thoroughly, opening up energy that reverberates 

and is constantly with you.

Your Inheritance!

Here asking grandfather/the creator to help, 

can be helpful but

you have to "listen " more.

Then the sacred can talk to you.

One day Tomas asked the elder,

"What do I do when there is no more rage

from which to draw my strength?"

The elder replied,

"You will find a different source of energy.

You'll find it from the beauty of Life."

 The acceleration of 

personal growth 

depends upon 

releasing parameters of 

Automatic Assembling patterns

which 

respond to Self-Image

 From "Attention to awarenesss." 

through 

"The Spirit begins to experience.." 

all seem to flow together. 

What do you think?

'I' am the interface of where

the internal existence meets 

the external existence.

'I' am the matrix between

the internal world and

the external world

The knowledge of path

'I' have followed since coming

into this existential manifestation.

Make the connection of the above 

and its expanding realization. 

 Somewhere in Time & Space

In some Secret Place

Where Spirit dwells

between / within the movements

made from inside the Eternal Being

What a chance to Enjoy

the Gifts of Grandfather

Before they are Gone into Forever

 there are many lessons,

external - internal.

regardless of circumstances,

the last lesson

is being your Spirit.

Here to  see the Earth,

Lessons learned

Spirit earned.

Renewing begins

always into the next moment:

Enjoy the Gifts

Somewhere, is the perception,

contained in us,

of the future birth of all that

has yet to blossom and fulfill

Yet through continual judgement

and damnation of our acts

the possibility of yet unlived seasons

     dehydrate and chrysalise         

 Be ware, Be-aware

often a Being

confuses it's 'Self'

with it's surroundings

Moods are strange things,

Like objects barely seen on the horizon

of twilight, 

Shadows backlit by the setting sun,

letting me perceive only the absence of light.

Moods left unchallenged,

on the Horizon of consciousness, 

best viewed from afar

Once the Shadows assemble

in the Streams of present thought, 

the very Spirit, the very Soul

of oneself may become,

succumb to the bygone energy,

brought to Life again,

making the present become like the shadows,

and perhaps lost to sight, altogether.

                                                

                             I may have transformed 

                              or grown in Wisdom

                   through one simple acknowledgment 

                    

                          By the realization that I must

                stop the incessant internal mental program

                                     that kept

                

                         Finding blame and fault

                                   in all of Life

                              and Life situations

                Somewhere, gradually, there is the perception,

                                 that contained in us,

                           is the future birth of all that

                          has yet to blossom and fulfill. 

    

                      Yet through continual judgement

                         and damnation of our acts ,

                 the possibility of yet unlived seasons,

                         will dehydrate and crysalise.

                                                                      

                     If you move from assemblage to assemblage, looking externally for harmony,

                  your internal harmony can be greatly disrupted by your own counterproductive, 

             negative thoughts; thereby eliciting emotions and giving rise to Old feelings. The real

           disruption is to your 'Self' in the internal universe.  Certain events/stimuli are always 

                  going to evoke this assembledge as unification of Being shifts to the center. 

        Fugues, destructive reactions, are potentially harmful. This inner distortion has a way of 

                         amplifying and you become an external negative force to others

                                    Learn to appreciate your life and Gift of Birth

                   

                             

                 "Understanding is the essence obtained from information intentionally learned and      

                                   from all kinds of experiences personally experienced."

                                     G.I Gurdjieff - Meetings with Remarlable Men

                                                                     Energy

                                   Can be heavy, can be light, can be many things. 

                                      Yet we Speak of Energy in many contexts. 

                        

                           Human Life is all about Energy. We are made of Energy and

                    we live in a sea of Energy. Everyday we exchange and consume energy.

                            We give and we receive energy and often constrict energy.

                           

                              We speak of being up-down, lack of energy or full of it.

                          You have to Be this phenomenon, perceive this phenomenon, 

                   observe this phenomenon and be grateful for the gift of this phenomenon.                                                                   

                                            

               When  I’m  not centered and energetic, circumstance is ‘perceived’ by me to be a shade, or to a large degree, worse than at ‘other times!’ I personally, physically and mentally am glad to BE-HERE, existentially, now.

              Now ‘other times’ have a way of shading, to a larger or lesser degree, my existential awareness of  “Balanced.’  These ‘ other times’ have a psychic structure. One we can Spiritually recognize and in most cases, effectively deal with. Thusly healing ourselves.

                         Once personality becomes integrated with Spirit, then movement through Space becomes an intriguing voyage, an expanding ‘visionary’ experience.

            Here is where we are, each willl absorb the Life Energy; for the second Kiva is at hand. Thanks for the company and presence.

                     The ‘Being” as it opens, is personally seeking unification with the Spirit. It must integrate the 'Animal' as it is; the 'Human' as it has done.

             The  Beingness in you can become peaceful, disciplined; spiritually peaceful-intuitive and sensitive.  Thus, Spirit and Unification with existence becomes Personal  and Omnipresent...

                                           

                                                             Time

                                           

                                            The North Pole is melting

                                               The sky is falling down

                                 I don't know how long we're gonna be around

                                             but whatever time is left

                                           and while we have the sun

                                           Let's do this life with care 

                                           For no matter where I go

                                               I want you around.

          It is important for you to grow and evolve while on earth. The knowledge of Being- in-the-World is not the only knowledge. There is being-inside-yourself There is a need to become 'centered', in your own energy, in order that you can come to an at-oneness with the spiritual as well. I do not mean that Spiritual is any magic concoction; it is however, that sense-of-beingness which allows each of us to be individuated within the Field of Life. Knowledge of 'self is only one system in the totality of many, many response centers. 

 

                                 To the Green Isle of Home

                                           We sit here

                                        at the edge of

                                      eternity and think 

                                   of things we've done

                                     places we've been

                        

                                       Here we are on

                              Dingle Bay, thinking of the way 

                                  it was when Ireland was

                                            'Our' land.

                                  'Our' land in the vernacular.

                           And I remember the kiss of morning dew

                            in the hills right before fall was through.

                                  The fresh free air of the Sea

                                with the salty wind in your hair

                                      Somewhere in time, 

                                  not so long ago in Ireland

                           Use your analytical abilities to scan your environment. 

                                            Perceive your environment.

                                    Take stock of your existential situation.

                                                  What is apparent?

                   'Ecstasy' is the epitome

               of euphoric self-awareness

                and Existential Beingness.  

       

                          Learning the sameness of every day being, 

                                   working out the Life processes 

                                            as they go on

                                       Each and every day.

                              Slowly healing the warring emotions 

                             and feelings of centuries of wandering 

                                        Lost and fragmented.

                             

                          There is a difference between Spiritual insight 

                                  and that which is bound out of 

                                    the necessity of the situation.

                                       There is a difference here.

                                        This is neither to negate 

                                  the greatness of the moment nor 

                         the grandeur of the process of enlightenment.

                     

                                 If your culture 

                                   isn't correct,

                            hurts instead of helps

                             Then you have a right

                                  to adopt another

                               So adopt a culture 

                            which allows you to live

     

                            The sense and the Spirit of Poverty

                             that's among the people, makes

                             'binge beingness' a way of life.

                          All the Wealth and Richness of Today

                          comes from Creation!

                                                             IT CAN CHANGE if...

                                                   (As I Get Wiser, not just older) 

                                                                You take stock

                                                      WHAT IS YOUR LEGACY?

                                               WHAT ARE THE DOMINANT REWARDS

                                                             OR NOT REWARDS

                                                             If you don't take stock

                                                            then it is difficult to 'see'

                                                                What is missing. 

                                                             without Resentment

                                                               and rationalizing 

                                                                   or reasoning

                                                          Why it is ' the way it is'

                                                   What is your circumstance this day,

                                                        Why are you afraid to count,

                                                                    to take stock!

                                                         If you don't, then you live 

                                                          what you are afraid to see.

                                                             making Peace difficult.

                                                              LET'S TAKE STOCK

 As tribal entities and beings, we are members of a "community" in nature. We use this community for out living relationships and our personal and tribal needs. In turn, all things existing in nature are considered both ethically and in Spiritual respect. All existing forms have a relationship; whether we understand this connection or not.

                      Perfection is what we are spiritually

                 Talks with Neishte Part  7

      I was told to start taking some breaths. And as you let all your air out your lungs collapse, you have a sound, which you make kinda of like your mantra. Its the last sound a human being makes, in this manifestation.  As I did that, my body began to feel unified and my body had a field of energy.      

      So what we want to do is to learn to prolong this vibration, without any force. After drawing a deep breath, let it all out, pushing the stomach towards your back, ( the diaphragm pushes against the lungs) pushing the breath out. And you make a sound as you are releasing your breath. ( Like OM or whatever). As I do that, slowly my mind begins to match with the vibration thats coming out of my beingness, out of my lungs. everybodys different , but they all sing the same song. (You are letting it all go. At this point there is no going back. There is no point in trying to carry all your worries with you)

This then becomes your dance of death.

     Grandfather, thank you for letting me be human. I appreciate this. Let me always walk in this energy. Let me always have this ability, no matter what the world of man may do.

    You learn to the sing the day, you learn to sing the morning, you learn to sing anything. You don’t have to think, sort of like drumming. Grandfather, or whatever you call it, you don’t even have to have a name, Grandfather, help me to know this. 

     Then, through this, our centers can begin to blend. And then when we look inward, we can look into that space and see what’s there. We don’t have to act like an automaton, nor do we have to act like a disobedient child. We can live this way at least on our own land. 

    Its important to practice this as much as possible before you get to the point of, “I thought I had more time,” 

                    Life Use of the Sacred

 '          Make use of the systems' center

                            the color

                         the vibration.

                    The input is different.

             When you Locate in The head,

                                STOP

           Move the focus to the center needed

                    mind to heart to throat

                    heart to mind to throat.

                             and so on

 

                       Any part of your body 

                         which is not partaking of the Whole, 

                                  causes problems.

                       Why would it be any other way for Life?

                             Seal the Word of Life inside

                      The fabric of Life is every where (network of Living)

                             Life is a reward

                      Take away all opposition in your heart.