I may have transformed 

                              or grown in Wisdom

                   through one simple acknowledgment 

                    

                          By the realization that I must

                stop the incessant internal mental program

                                     that kept

                

                         Finding blame and fault

                                   in all of Life

                              and Life situations

                Somewhere, gradually, there is the perception,

                                 that contained in us,

                           is the future birth of all that

                          has yet to blossom and fulfill. 

    

                      Yet through continual judgement

                         and damnation of our acts ,

                 the possibility of yet unlived seasons,

                         will dehydrate and crysalise.

                                                                      

                     If you move from assemblage to assemblage, looking externally for harmony,

                  your internal harmony can be greatly disrupted by your own counterproductive, 

             negative thoughts; thereby eliciting emotions and giving rise to Old feelings. The real

           disruption is to your 'Self' in the internal universe.  Certain events/stimuli are always 

                  going to evoke this assembledge as unification of Being shifts to the center. 

        Fugues, destructive reactions, are potentially harmful. This inner distortion has a way of 

                         amplifying and you become an external negative force to others

                                    Learn to appreciate your life and Gift of Birth

                   

                             

                 "Understanding is the essence obtained from information intentionally learned and      

                                   from all kinds of experiences personally experienced."

                                     G.I Gurdjieff - Meetings with Remarlable Men

                                                                     Energy

                                   Can be heavy, can be light, can be many things. 

                                      Yet we Speak of Energy in many contexts. 

                        

                           Human Life is all about Energy. We are made of Energy and

                    we live in a sea of Energy. Everyday we exchange and consume energy.

                            We give and we receive energy and often constrict energy.

                           

                              We speak of being up-down, lack of energy or full of it.

                          You have to Be this phenomenon, perceive this phenomenon, 

                   observe this phenomenon and be grateful for the gift of this phenomenon.                                                                   

                                            

               When  I’m  not centered and energetic, circumstance is ‘perceived’ by me to be a shade, or to a large degree, worse than at ‘other times!’ I personally, physically and mentally am glad to BE-HERE, existentially, now.

              Now ‘other times’ have a way of shading, to a larger or lesser degree, my existential awareness of  “Balanced.’  These ‘ other times’ have a psychic structure. One we can Spiritually recognize and in most cases, effectively deal with. Thusly healing ourselves.

                         Once personality becomes integrated with Spirit, then movement through Space becomes an intriguing voyage, an expanding ‘visionary’ experience.

            Here is where we are, each willl absorb the Life Energy; for the second Kiva is at hand. Thanks for the company and presence.

                     The ‘Being” as it opens, is personally seeking unification with the Spirit. It must integrate the 'Animal' as it is; the 'Human' as it has done.

             The  Beingness in you can become peaceful, disciplined; spiritually peaceful-intuitive and sensitive.  Thus, Spirit and Unification with existence becomes Personal  and Omnipresent...