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                                                         What is Impecccability?

Impeccability is the ability to use the sacred energy, that's here all the time, with us all the time, and very much in the present. can't do so much about what's gone on in the past, but can do  it in the present right now, between the cracks of time, where we all live. It's the ability to use this sacred energy, in a correct fashion, and when you don't, it's not to run and hide and not acknowledge that. It's to know well maybe I could do a little better than that. 

When I look at it from the standpoint of being correct or the standpoint of being life-fulfillling of giving people what they call personal power, empowerment. we ought to look at that. Surely, as each moment goes by if I don't spend it correctly, and then I think about that, then the next time it comes around, I'll be advised, it's called refinement by the way,  I'll refine this down until gradually I begin to, not only understand what it is in me or comprehend it, but to see it in others without hating or being mad or judging.

This is all important. A friend of mine gave me a very important clue to this aspect. not long ago. He had told me something two or three times he was going to do and each time of course, he had gotten busy, went home and forgot it. So when it came up again he goes, "Well, I need to pay attention to this. I need to make a difference when this comes up right now. I need to do this for you." So he picks up his little recorder and goes into it, " Listen, this is the third or fourth time this is coming around and make this note to myself tomorrow when I go back and review it, do this act!  Create these things I promised I would. and he looked at me and said, "now tomorrow, it'll catch up to me again but at least this time, I did something that weren't  present in the past times that I promised and that may lead me to do what's correct. Well we don't need a recorder to go around and do this. We've got it built into ourselves to do that but sometimes we need a little hint or a little notion as to what's goin on. I can tell you when these things go on between family or close loved ones or whatever, that's there's almost a feeling of disempowerment.

I watched my children grow up and go into the world of man. Then there's so many things that I haven't been able to give them. I'm good till a certain age because I can afford the toys and the gifts and the games and all this. After a certain point it crosses into adult games and adult things. I can barely afford those for myself. I can barely afford them for all of us such as a car and a tv, computer. I can't really tell you I do all this myself because I don't. There's help from within the community, to that degree. Nobody's adding up what I do and what counts so very much, within the realm of everyday existenence,  along with impeccablity, one much reach a certain point, in life, to where they are really a human being, a spirit, an invisible part of the creators universe that is here living, acting and being a recipient of these gifts. How many gifts ya got? A lot more than you see when you're down on yourself and oh how stupid and oh much you've failed, how much you're not like the next guy.

I became an icon unto myself. As full as it was yet as empty, more empty than it is full. If I had the answer to every days problems, when I see, god forbid, presidents, prime ministers, with no more idea of what's going on than we do, ruling over people... Perhaps my idea of ruling over people, is the ability to let them see for themselves and do better. But I tell you it's kind of hard with family because of the love which gets in the way. I don't want to do anything about you because you're a gift from the Creator. You're very much as much of that essence as I am. But, when you're young, you see many glimpses of yourself from outside. and if you're not careful, these things shape who you are, your concept of yourself. Makes a lot of difference. Yourself is not that existential being that's in there. It is how you see yourself, your beingness in relationship to so many others.

I use self here as a set aside with quotes around it. to show you that we really don't all know what we mean when we talk about this concept. Beingness and being a human being and being open to the gifts of creation are a lot more than what's outside or what car you drive or even what you eat. It's the gifts that's  been given you and, certain inalienable rights. 

I'm here by the grace, cause I sure, at times, didn't do what it took to be here. I appreciate the Creator and  I'm grateful, more than grateful for what has been given to me. I'm more than grateful for my family. I'm grateful for the battles I've won, I'm grateful for the stances I've took, I'm grateful for. the land that I have founded, and the church that I helped bring around. Not church in the typical sense but a community, a kiva of people, not having all the answers but searching for them. You're free inside your very spirit. Then I encourage you to understand what impeccablity is.

True intelligence is living your life the best way you can live it with what's at hand. And I've got to tell you that there's more at hand that what you've experienced of what you've thought about. the universe is always open, always new, always expanding