I searched for Knowledge 

  which led to existential existence.

     States of Being beyond words

        Feelings and emotion free of encumbrances

 I smile now 

     Inside and 

       outwardly.

In fact, my whole Beingness smiles.

Even though I don’t smile all the time

The smiling  is not a transitory state of Being

But an omnipresent state, awaiting temporary events to pass,

 And I feel the smile return

    Spreading like the morning sun

       First a beam

        Then the rising

          Till all is full

            With joy of living