We have a choice: We can awaken willingly and start to heal ourselves voluntarily or the awakening could be too swift to alter the inevitable. In my opinion it is essential to start developing those inner abilities...now...

      If we are willing to Heal internally, those things which keep us from harmonic convergence within our 'selves,' then a gateway opens to our Being, to Spirit. We can HEAL those things which keep us from Harmony with others, the environment etc.

   As the frequencies of our world change, it becomes imperative or us to learn how to increase our attunement. As the Earth slows in its rotation, all of us feel this change. As the frequency of Life increases, our adaptation means conscious changes will be perceived in an intensification of our emotions. Recall will be affected as reflective consciousness begins to mature to the next level for use of our Beingness.

   Everything alive has cells. Our Beingness is attempting to throw off everything which is negative and presents blockages from realizing the next steps of development. Inner healing will occur if we can stay in the center of our Spirit and in harmony with Earths energy field.

 "Speak to no one of what you hear." said the elder.

 I nodded agreement. I knew to what I was agreeing, but I did't have the slightest clue as to where the whole thing was going.

"I know that you have experience in the Hopi and Chévan prophesies. The people who sent you here have the utmost respect in your integrity. I counted on this without consideration. As you know, the prophesies are coming true in many ways. This we shall look at later. Now, if you and I are going to have a relationship, then you have to quit calling me sir. I have a name to use outside here, it is Métu. I have a name within the Kiva, it is Né ish té, which means rider of the energy. Please call me Métu outside of here. Now let me welcome you to the Né ish té Kiva. We'll learn many things you and I. There's no way to tell you all at once, but we're getting there." he smiled and held his hand out giving me 'the handshake.'

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

 Here, the elder turned and looked at me.

"I continued , "I say this not a a riddle or to be clever. I say this with the utmost respect. I heard a holy man once say, "I prefer the perception of Being to the concept of a self'. I guess that sums up in words what I find difficult to express in a few short minutes."

I looked at this man, my mind clear and open, my beingness, also clear and open. This was just like the time he put his forehead on mine 

"This says a lot when I say it, but it may convey nothing to you." 

I finished my statement with a smile and put my hand out. When he took my hand, I returned that special handshake as I looked directly at him.

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night" 

 "You and I haven't talked" the Elder said, "can you tell me a few things about yourself?"

"What can I say" I replied " you know what you see in me. I don't have anything more to say about me. I'm just me."

"How simply you say that" the Elder said with a smile.

"It wasn't always that simple," I said. "there were years upon years I had an image of my 'self' but for the past eight years I have been in the 'medicine lodge' with three years apprenticeship in the 'circle'. I don't know what I am, I don't know who I am, but I know that I am.

-From Neisthes journals  "Into the Night"

 "You have me at a disadvantage Sir," I said to the elder, "I've met a lot of  personages, but I am off center and awkward feeling in this place. Yet until I tried to speak or think, I felt a deep abiding Peace and oneness here. Uh, I don't know what to say." 

"Then say nothing. I just wanted to make you feel at home. Remember what you have experienced! Don't let anything scar those perceptions. Often when they touch the Creators energy,  people reduce the experience to words in order to remember this important event. A few can just store the lived experience as they encounter it. The later way can bring true wisdom and knowledge."   

-From Neishtes journals  "Into the Night" 

 Educating the invisible 

Until the invisible educates me