The Spirit is invisible 

but it can be felt 

and lived

-From Neishtes journals  "Into the Night" 

When we rounded another curve in the side of the cave, we found six or seven back packs.

" Grab this one," Alvaro said. "If they go through it, they'll find used gear and food, dirty clothes and blankets. You tell them that you had walked the mountains photographing birds. There's a 35mm camera and pictures of different species of birds, taken in these mountains. This won't stall them forever. Look for a chance to shore up your story. Try to avoid confrontation. I don't think they're here, but always be prepared."

He paused as we got to the outside entrance, "Beyond here is the zoo. We are going to start walking and getting our strength to maximum. The Elder said for me to give you this."

Alvaro handed me a bag " Do you know what pemmican is?" I shook my head no. " The minute we encounter someone, put a pinch into your mouth but don't ingest it until we see if there is an imminent threat or danger."

 "What is it?" I asked.                                

 "Just do what I told you. I don't think we'll have trouble tonight. This is like a fire drill, got it?" Alvaro instructed. 

"Yeah," I said  "Let's do it!"

My energy was suspended and ready. We went through the doorway and pushed through the bushes hiding the entrance. Alvaro went first. The cold air brought my whole beingness into attention and awareness.

The night!

The night impacted upon me in a way I would have never expected. I was an alien to this planet. Beautiful beyond belief. After being deep within the mountain for so long, I really had been in sensory deprivation although I didn't mentally feel as if I was.

Alvaro said " Beyond belief isn't it."

"It sure is," sounding as if I was whispering. Let me just sit here awhile," I said to Alvaro. "No matter what happens, I want to always remember this night." 

 In a universe of Light

When all turn away from Being, and seek things of pleasure,

 to drink the ambrosia of Forgetfulness

of what Life to them 

Truly has to 'be' drudgery.

Who still knows my Name?

a name that transcends Time;

yet is manifested within.

You, I, we, they, them, those;

All these are in this time/space,

   Truly sharing this Essence, 

 this  energy, 

  this Creation of Being!

                                                               

    The name is within us,

      freely given.

                                                                       

 Harmonize,

       know the Luminous Synergy!

Forbidden Feelings

The seeker has a problem

With finding the whole self

Much less transcending said image,

This often keeps the sacred

'self/being' from emerging 

and absorbing many wonderful 

and beautiful things.  

 Habits from the past keep you from taking part in the present,

hinder your "being" from the creator farther than you deserve.

Yoga and meditation help to bring you to the awareness of

 being-in-the-world thoroughly, opening up energy that reverberates 

and is constantly with you.

Your Inheritance!

Here asking grandfather/the creator to help, 

can be helpful but

you have to "listen " more.

Then the sacred can talk to you.

One day Tomas asked the elder,

"What do I do when there is no more rage

from which to draw my strength?"

The elder replied,

"You will find a different source of energy.

You'll find it from the beauty of Life."

 The acceleration of 

personal growth 

depends upon 

releasing parameters of 

Automatic Assembling patterns

which 

respond to Self-Image