" Jesus Alvaro!" I said.

I knew he had been waiting for me.

"Did you have fun?" he joked.

"Whew, what can I tell you," I replied. "Thanks, Alvaro."

We walked in silence for a while, and then we turned and went back to the entrance.

"You have to come out periodically now," Alvaro said. "If you keep 'centered' there we're off on an adventure of a lifetime, believe me"

" I am on an adventure of a lifetime," I smiled."Right now!"

"Let's get Tomas" said Alvaro, "I'm hungry."

And so was I. Thank you Grandfather, Thank you Creator came from me,  and I went inside. 

From Neishtes journals. "Into the Night"

When you are grossly involved with
'feelings', 'traumas', and fantasies', you cannot
perceive (listen) to intuitions, or revelations,
because of the internal imagery and its
continual reaction to 'Fear'. Then you question everything - content with
nothing but 'opiates' which dull the senses.

Your mind as an organ was meant to
serve, to help, to repair, to keep 'Whole'.
Your Beingness finds itself in the land of
EARTH - FIRE - WATER - AIR - ETHER.
When the interpretation and recording 'area' serves you,
then you can begin to understand these elements 

in a completely different way.